Finished. Relieved. Happy.
I have experienced all three of these things since yesterday morning.
It's hard to express exactly how I feel- a hodge podge mix of emotions ranging from guilt to joy... But I've finally finished my major works and that's what matters.
Funnily enough, I'm not really concerned about my marks now that I've handed them in. I mean, there's no use crying over spilt milk now is there?
Yesterday was a wonderful day (after I'd handed my major in).
My mum took me out to lunch in the city at one of my favourite Ramen places and then I spent all afternoon lazing about, playing guitar. Later that night our whole family went to eat ramen again but at Ryo's at North Sydney.
I can't believe Ryo himself actually talked to ME. And then he SMILED at ME!!! *melts .Geez, I sound like a lovesick puppy but he really is my ramen idol. It was like talking to a celebrity lol.
Anyways, things have settled down a bit now and I have a lot of hard decisions to make about which direction my life is going to go.
I don't know which university I'm going to or even which courses I'm applying for but at the moment I'm just reveling in the post major bliss